Stop comparing your writing to that of other people, rather than being upset and jealous that you haven’t yet found your writing style actually work on doing that.
The internet, before you complain about not having friends you have a lot in common with or being bored remember that you have access to the internet where you can meet so many different people and learn so many things.
Actually do you’re duolingo, you aren’t going to learn french by just looking at other people’s parisian outfit of the day posts…
Stop second guessing yourself and actually make those things that you plan in your notebooks.
Embrace the now, stop dwelling on the fact that you haven’t done everything you wanted to do this summer and instead actually go out and try to make the most of the time you have left.
love and light